Educational Psychologist..Wanna Be..

Dari kelas 5 SD aku ingin sekali masuk jurusan yang berhubungan dengan pendidikan anak. tapi gak mau masuk fakultas keguruan. hehe. aku lebih tertarik masuk jurusan  "psikologi anak". lalu, aku bingung dengan pilihan keduaku. aku masuk fakultas apa ya.. berdasarkan tes finger print, aku cocok masuk jurusan yang berhubungan dengan alam (pertanian, kehutanan, dokter hewan, dll). Tapi aku tidak mauu bertemu dengan pelajaran yang berhubunagn dengan kimia, fisika, biologi, matematika. akhirnya kuputuskan untuk memilih jurusan perikanan. berdasarkan hasil tes finger print.. akhirnya, nilai ku cukup untuk masuk ke jurusan perikanan di universitas impianku. kemudian, aku sempet gala apakah aku akan mendaftar univ swasta lainya agar tetap masuk jurusan psikologi?  tapi aku malah gak daftar. sebenernya ada alasan yang tidak bisa dituliskan kenapa aku berani untuk tidak mendaftar universitas lain, yang penting jurusan psikologi. Berani melepaskan impian intinya. Kemudian keti...

Ketika kuliah, banyak sekali kegiatan non akademik yang bisa diikuti. Sebelum kuliah, aku memikirkan, akan ikut kegiatan apa? Sempet kepikiran untuk ikut eskul basket  atau taekwondo. kemudian aku melihat di youtube kalau prestasi paduan suara di universitas pilihanku, prestasinya luar biasa. jadi pengen jugaa. haha. aku sebenernya juga suka paduan suara. tapi kalo nyanyi solo, aku ga suka.  Setelah memasuki semester 1, aku merasa hari-hariku menguras fisik dan melaksanakan berbagai aktivitas yang melelahkan. Sepertinya kalau ikut eskul yang berhubungan dengan fisik, yang setiap minggu harus ketemuan, aku tidak akan kuat. kemudian, kuputuskan untuk mendaftar eskul paduan suara fakultas. Tetapi sayangnya, saat tes menyanyi, aku tidak lolos di tahap 2. aku sedih sekali. Padahal aku berharap bisa masuk. O iya, pada masa itu, aku sama sekali GAK SUKA sama yang namanya organisasi. karna aku orangnya suka bingung2 gitu dan ribetan. ga bisa manage sesuatu dengan baik. hehe.....

Kalkulator merupakan alat bantu untuk menghitung. Kalo pas ujian, alat ini merupakan alat terlarang. Sebenernya, dalam suatu kehidupan, kita harus belajar "bagaimana cara menyelesaikan suatu permasalahan". Bila ada kasus dengan angka yang jumlahnya sangat besar,

Aku terlambat menyadari hal ini. sangat terlambat. bahwa laporan praktikum itu bukan segalanya. Laporan praktikum yang harus dikerjakan bersama-sama. 1 kelompok terdiri dari 10 orang. yang ngerjain cuman 2 orang. arrrgg.. beban diberikan kepada ketua laporan. padahal keya laporan sendiri punya acara yang jauh lebih penting dr pada ngerjain tugasnya orang lain.

 TULISAN INI DIBUAT TAUN 2014 Waktu itu aku ngobrol2 sama teman2 dariuniv lain. aku iri dengan mereka karna univ. mereka lebih bagus "menejemnnya" untuk memberdayakan mahasiswa. tapi aku merasa sungguh beruntung bisa sharing2 pengalaman dengan mereka. Setidaknya aku tau ceita mereka. kalo aku masuk di univ. mereka, belum tentu aku lolos seleksi menyaingi mereka. apapun yang terjadi aku tetap bersyukur berada di tempat ini. aku sempet iri dengan teman2 dari univ. lain dengan prestasi ini itu. yang bikin aku penasaran ialah.. kenapa mereka bisa begitu? sedangkan aku tidak? pasti ada "PROSES" yang bikin mreka jadi hebat. Dan ternyata benar. yang membedakan aku dan mereka adalah "PROSES". disana, mereka bener2 di trigger. harus bikin karya tulis harus bla bla bla. ___________________________________ permasalahan dasar apa yang membuat mahasiswa tidak membuat karya tulis? 1. passion. ada orang yang passionnya olahraga, main musik, tp tidak passion men...

Ih enak banget ya baca2 blog kisah masa lampau. wkwkw. Tapi gemes juga ya kalo topiknya B aja dan cuman sedikit tulisannya. Okay! Awal bikin blog ini kan gara2 tugas dari dosen. Pengennya blog ini berisi tentang pengetahuan perikanan. Lama2 jadi curhat ampe sekarang. Sekarangg saya jadi karyawan kontrak udah sebulan loo and mau gajian. ihiw! Gajian pertamaku itu ketika magang. ibuku tau kalo aku senyum2 sendiri di kos karena habis dapet duwit. Insya Allah mingdep uang gajian udah cairr yaa.. O iya! sekarang aku kerja jadi karyawan kotrak. Review dan bikin IK di divisi asesmen, bagian rekrutmen seleksi. semoga semua berjalan lancar.. Awal2 kerja rasanya takuttt.. takut aja pokoknya. Alhamdulillah dapet teman sefrekuensi juga di sini.

6th Grade elementary school is the best moment in my life for Ramadgan Day. The Reason is: 1. I have new Phone I have Sony Ericson T 230 and i like to play that game. I miss to play my phone after Sahur. I remember when sahur i drank 4 big glasses. Haha.. 2. I have nice dream I have beautiful dream. it simple. i play with my classmate in mosque near my house. i dont know my feeling in that dream was veryy veryy happy!! we played bekel in mosque 3. First time bukber with my clasmate in the afternoon before bukber, we played bekel. i like the sensation with them. so comfort! 4. Played with friend after school yess its comfort me. we played in ground. they played my handphone and record their voice in my phone. nice memories.. 5. we Lebaran in Yogya city the moment is great. we takbiran keliling in car, played fireworks, EE. 6. Tarawih with friends in mosque a. i met someone who i loved. haha and we melambaikan tangan b. when we shalat, i and my friends always change th...

Today is first day of Ramadhan 1, but i am in period so i am not fasting. I am learning math to prepare my BUMN test on Thusrsday. The math is.. difficult for me. And i learned about spatial picture. Then, i shopping in shopee to buy Hijab which i want to sell. ** Oh yaa Andd i want to share the stories about "The Beatles". How i can know that band. 1. First, when i am in 5th grade elementary school, my friend sang "imagine". I just know the  song but i didnt know the singer. 2.When i was in 1 st grand JHS, my dad bough Queen, Bee Gees, And The Baeatles CD Room. But i just heard Queen music. So, i know the beatles when i was 13. and i didnt hear the song. Then, in English listening test, we had to fill the blank of Yesterday lyrics song. 3. When i was in 12 th grade SHS, i am in sad moment. Then, i turn on my radio. Suddenly, there was a people told like this "I like Yesterday song. Because it reminds me with my past memories. I cant reply that mome...

I am still job seeker now.  In may, i read annoucement that i past administration online test for BUMN. Alhamdulilah. Next step is online test (TKD). I hope i can do it!! Then. i joined FGD test in Astra . It will be announced 2 weeks later. I hopeeee i pass the exam,, ** By the way, i have tumblr too . i dont know differences between using tumblr and blogger for my writing theme. I remember when i download tumblr and blogger in my smart phone. But now, my smartphone memory is full and the battery low quickly and i have charged it for thrice. I miss the moment when i can share my story in my smartphone

Start May I want to tell story about my housing environment. I am in Rukun Tetangga six. My mom join " Whatsapp Group RT". Then, one of my neighbour chatted, there were biawak in my neoghbour's house. the house is empty. Biawak made nest in the yard. Wow.. we were so shocked! We often see biawak cross the street and in gutter. My neighbor who live in another city, come to clean his old house. He found 9 BIG HATCHES EGGS!!  wkwk. Then, one of my neighbour chat "I catched 1 biawak and i wanna eat it". But, Pak Ustad in the group chatted "The biawak like that is Haram". Another neighbour chatted "The 9 kids want to go to the POSYANDU!" The Group Chat full of jokes because of biawak.

Hello.. i am people who like to sleep. In this holiday as job seeker, i practice to sleep 6 hours. usually i sleep 9 hours. I need coffee to do it. I cant do it withour coffee. I practice day by day. Then, i do sport in my house and i download gym application. I think that .. i want have bisep . hihi

People has their own goal for their life. but, unfortunately, we are in the country which have wrong educational system. for example, why we just learn religion study once a week? just once a week eventhough in negeri school. i know i am not in pesantren, but we have to study Islam more and more. After died, it is the REAL LIFE. 1. How to enter Firdaus Jannah 2. How to go through Siratalmustaqim as fas as a thunder 3. How to walk in Padang Manshar fastly 4. How to live in Hisab world without Hisab 5. How to live in Barzah world in peace We have action plan how to do it. Then, put it in our time table or your agenda. ost of people wrtie their 5  years strategic target or 10 years or 30 years. But this world is fana. So, we have Iman and Imtaq to make our life balance.

i seldom watch movie. My father sometimes watches movie in holiday. When he watch movie,  i join to see to. We have TV cable. We usually watch FOX or FOXCRIME channel. we watch NCIS, 9-11, CSI, THE MENTALIST, and many detective story. I want to describe some of the film that i like 1. The mentalist I watched in 2016-2018. There are 8 season for this film. This detective film is different with another detective film. Because, it is very funny. The detective can manipulate and hypnosis people. i laughed when there is hypnosis part. I hope there is next season!!. But now, this film not in Foxcrime channel again 2. The passage I saw this film because my dad watch it. it;s about vampir. I have watched from season 1. and i hope there is next seasonn. It s new film in 2019.

Part one Terkadang kita merasa kalau kta akan meninggal ketika SUDAH TUA atau masih muda dalam kondisi sakit. Part two Kita ingin masuk surga, tapi tidak menjalankan atau meninggalkan perbuatan untuk menuju ke sana.

Hello.. i want to write about my life as a job seeker. Before telling story, i wanna tell about my background: 1. I cant cook 2. I have passion to educate chilldren 3. i cant wear stylish hijab 4. I am not good at public speaking 5. my english listening skill is very bad 6. My vocab is poor So, my life as job seeker, i try to learn how to cook,tutorial hijab, learning new vocab. But, iam still lazy to increase my english listening. hehe. i dont like watch movie. Iremember when i get 10 in my listening, but my friend get 90. Because they like watcing english movie. I have made target to watch english movie every week, but cant. because i dislike film. Now, i am trying to learn listening english from youtube. i saw interview american artist in :The passage film"

Menulis Blog sambil mendengarkan OST Plant VS Zombie yang gue mainkan tahun 2011 setelah LULUS SNMPTN Undnagan DAN UAN. Allah memberikan banyak rezeki di tahun-tahun selanjutnya itu setelah aku mengalami tahun2 yang menakutkan. Aku sampai kaget dan gak menyangka diberikan kejutan ini dan itu. judul kali ini cuman mau nostalgia aja. 1.2011 a. Fase 1 -2 minggu pertama masih "asing" tapi udah kenalan sama 20 orang an teman sekelas. kalo senggang main ke kosnya Putri. Gue nyeletuk: "Ehh..kok kita ga ada tugas sih?katanya bakal sibuk". temen gue lgs bilang: BELOOOM ADAA.. -Song: Gamalel dan Audrey, Dream high, Plant vs zombie, Maliq, b. Fase 2 -Praktikum Kimia,Biologi. makan malem teruss di rapen. Disini aku kaget.. karena kita dr kelompok pertemanan yang berbeda bisa baurr gitu. emang orang2nya pada welcome. ga ada strata sosial yang aneh2. di sini gue makan malem teman2 aja udah bahagia banget. gue kan jarang hangout2 kaya gini meskipun cuman sekedar makan...

few months ago. i listened ceramah ustad Khalid about jodoh. Fisrt thing that we have to see for a man that we chose is "same faith". and the second thing is "sekufu" or in english maybe i can say "same mindset", oh , i feel surprise for the second. why? because i think "sekufu" in something unimportant.  yes.. but it in the second most important thing..

In the night, i heard a sound.. "srek srek". I checked in the kitchen, and,, find nothing!. Then, i continued to watch TV. and, suddenly i saw a plastic sound againn.. "sret sret.." i checked it.. but i find nothing again!. In the morning, my mom told me that she saw Dadul (My neighbour's cat) in  the toilet, drink water from closet.. its healthy for him maybe. I felt shock because Dadul so quiet.. dont say anything like.. "Meow.." ** And 2 days afterthat... my aunt gave me ampyang. in the night.. the ampyang was eaten by mouse. My dad bought mouse trap. My dad cooked chicken hand.. and.. i told him "mm.. it yummy.. i want it!". My dad said, "oh no.. its for mouse trap" and.. my dad put the mouse trap behind our house.. 3 hours later.. we caiught a mouse!!.. waww.. ut the mouse was strong.. so the mouse can out of the trap!!. my dad felt dissappoint beacause failed to catcj the mouse.

"Jadilah Orang yang Pintar" Kalimat ini memang bagus, tetapi suka disalahartikan oleh orang-orang.  Pertanyaannya, "Apa definisi pintar??"  Ada yag bilang : 1. kalo saya rangking 1 dengan murni di kelas 2. kalo nilai UN saya 100 3. Jago menghafal dll. dll Banyak sekali orang mengartikan pintar hanya dilihat dari sisi akademik saja. Padahal, definisi pintar itu LUAS. Banyak orang yang akademis pintar, tetapi kehidupan sosial nya tidak pintar. Oke.. sekarang saya bukan ingin membahas "DEFINISI PINTAR". Tetapi mengenai peraturan tidak tertulis ** Di dunia ini, ada ribuan peraturan2 atau etiket tidak tertulis. Sayangnya, karena peraturan tersebut tidak tertulis, maka gak semua orang tahu.  Mungkin saya tahu 300 peraturan tidak tertulis, ketika orang2 tau 1000 peraturan tidak tertulis. Kalo larangan: dilarang mencuri, dilarang mencopet, dilarang mengintip orang mandi, dll., kita pasti tahu lah ya..kalo itu hal yang pasti DIL...